cuz I probly won’t sleep much tonight…
so I’ll write about sleeping.
I had a wild dream during my nap today. (as if I nap daily, like a 75 year old woman, which I dont’ have the luxury or desire to do) All I do is dream these days. Sleep shmeep. Sleep is for the healthy. Anywho, it went like this and was a lot less stressful than some of the other dreams I’ve had lately. No attack bugs in my imagined bed or anything like that………
I was walking down a sunny street with a baby in my arms when I came across a cemetery. I had to step off the sidewalk to go around a group of gangsters all dressed in nice gangster suits and hats. They had their dead dad in a coffin in the back of a van and were getting ready to bury him…. but they needed something. They needed it so bad. I could tell by their sharp tones and hushed voices. Already they had to do the burying themselves because they didn’t have much money and my heart began to get really sad. As I walked further away I began to just sob for them.
I walked to where my family was and was feeling much better. Then, out of no where, came the five gangster guys in their formerly sad little van. They stepped out stone faced and stared at us. They were evil now. Why the hell had I cried for these jerks?! What pranksters! We just stared, but I knew some terrible thing was going to explode out of that van. And it did. The noise was horrendous. From behind us an ambulance (an ambulance? weird) flamed across the sky hundreds of feet up and disappeared over some green trees. That’s when I found myself and my mom in a bathtub. I huddled into her leg and grabbed her knee while machine guns fired toward us from the sky. I’m not sure where my brain scrounged up the sounds of machine guns but it wasn’t a pretty sound. When it was over, I remember thinking, “I knew we’d be fine but, statistically, those things should have gotten one of us…”
We just sat in those bath tubs…they kept accumulating. With each new tub another family member showed up. The tubs overflowed into the hallway and I noticed it was going straight into Allison’s room. I looked at my mom and said, “Of all the rooms for it to run into.” And it was a river, let me tell you. Allison would not be happy about all her things being sopping wet.
At some point, I had been eating something that looked like dark bamboo window blinds rolled up- something I didn’t think I shoud be eating but it tasted great.
whooooo knows. brains are great.
via laura